willing but unable to help

I'm not big on psychics or a horoscopes, because I believe God is ultimately in control. We as people can make decisions and experience unpleasant things as a result of living in a sinful world. But this isn't because God out to get us , things just happen sometimes. That being said, I am the type of person that if I sense one of my friends is experiencing a difficult time. I wanna be available for them so they know that I'm supportive of them. When friendships are strained this becomes stressful for me because I feel like this person doesn't realize how much of a support system they have. and in a sense they're not tapping into all their resources. I was trying to get an idea for a blog entry today, and so I read this friend's blog entry, and it was the weirdest thing I had ever read. I want to call I want to ask what's wrong, I want to be a good friend but that's not possible right now. I know I'm not the only person people can go to for help,but but my feeling is before you print it on a blog where everyone can read it wouldn't you turn to a friend first? Maybe this person posted on the blog to get a reaction from people. I certainly don't do that because the only person who reads, this is my best friend me (LOL just kidding. Just kidding) I just wish I could be the friend to some people that I feel like God wants me to be in their lives. I'll just keep praying

peace

Cardiac Cards

It's been awhile since I posted last and there are a lot of things going on! Not the least of which is the Cardinals being excessively beat up on by the Chicago, White Sox. Being a baseball fan, I rarely turn off the game even if we are down by several runs. But please!! down 20 to six and 13 to five. Even I decided to change the channel! I'm glad they put Mark Mulder on the disabled list. However, I think he should have put himself there. Contract year or not if you're struggling, the way he was the last five games, for the benefit of your team be a man and take care of the business you need to in order to be in tip top shape!

I'm just as glad as everyone else like Albert Pujols has returned to the lineup. But we can't shoulder him with the success of this team. One more thing I don't care what Jason Isringhausen's record is. He gives me a heart attack every time he takes the mound. I can handle it now,but it better get amazingly sharper by the time September rolls around!!

Come on Cards!!

So what's up with this blog thing?

Okay I don't know if I'm going to regret this or not. One of my best friends suggested I start this blog, because it would be fun. Maybe it will be but I tend to have diarrhea of the mouth when I get passionate about something. So hold on here we go!

First of all you will quickly learn, that I am very much into music, not just as a form of entertainment that is a form of expression of my feelings. As a matter of fact, the title of my blog came from one of my favorite songs right now. (And I bet many of you thought I was a diehard fan of the movie Bring in on NOT!!!!!!!!)

Actually, my song these days is entitled Bring it on Home by Little Big Town the lyrics are as follows:


Artist:
Little Big Town
Album:
The Road To Here
Title:Bring It On Home

You've got someone here
Wants to make it all right Someone to love you more Than life right here You've gotta You've got willing arms that will hold you tight A hand to lead you on through the night right here
I know your heart can getAll tangled up inside But don't you keep it to yourself
When your long day is overAnd you can barely drag your feet When the weight of the world Is on your shoulders I know what you need Bring it on home to me
You know I know you Like the back of my hand You know I'm gonna do All that I can right here Gonna lie with youTill you fall asleep When the morning comesI'm still gonna be right here Yes, I am(Ooooooooooooo)
So take your worries andJust drop them at the door Baby, leave it all behind

When your long day is over And you can barely drag your feet
the weight of the world Is on your shoulders I know what you need Bring it on home to me
Baby, let me be your safe harbor Don't let the water come And carry you away When your long day is overAnd you can barely drag your feet When the weight of the world Is on your shoulders I know what you need Bring it on home to me
Oh, bring it on home Oh, bring it on home to me Home to me Oh, bring it on, bring it on home to me You've got someone here wants To make it all right Someone who loves you more than life right here.

Now that you totally think I'm psycho, let me try to explain. I was going to entitle this blog bring it on home, but I thought that would be a little over-the-top even if I did explain where it came from.
To take this a little farther I honestly believe the reason I like this song is because that's all I want in my life right now a special someone who knows me really well that I could bring my problems too, bring my excitements home to and have the confidence to know he will share in those moments with me. I believe in God and that he should be enough. But these days, It would just be really nice to have that person in human form at times to really lean on. I thought I had at least one guy friend like that, but for reasons I have yet to understand our roles in each other's lives have completely diminished... is it possible that I'm just asking too much at the age of freaking 26???